nth to post stuiped xmas ....

haiz still very sian -.- my com do much haiz now keep looking at seravee (u all proberly don't know what isit -.-lll) so ya keep staring ......... and then also looking at virtue (u all also won't know it) ya thats for the post in the earliest first few min of today

well today was ok my contract! is delayed again! my mother lazy go do -.- so say wait untill tommoro hopefuly i will get it tommoro!!!!

i am getting my contract tmr ! so happy now! but got nth to do my phone need a contract plan to be fun!!!! but have to wait till tmr =( i can get today but my brother don't want give me -.-

today got my new phone w595 !!! my mother got my phone early but din't got my phone's contract so either later on i go do my contract thingy or tomorro or next week and my new phone is confusing !!!!

ok my phone is back to normal and what a bad time i top up my phone i top up $30 and i am getting my new phone on monday!!!!! what a pity ... so today nothing much to blog about my phone reception got problem de cannot send smses sometime -.- so the end for today

OMG my hp just ran out of money ! because of isaac la call me then can talk very long de -.-lll so for the mean time i won't be able to sms or receive call from anyone .

i have ask so many times yet no one have cheered me up.... i guess i cannot be cured.... i will just have to stay dead like this FOREVER....

ok my internet is going crazy ler so i dun think my internet will last for long so i think i will blog now today first day of A.E.S i kind of regret going there now the teachers are scary ! espiecialy the teacher who took my attendence i hope he not my class teacher or else i will not survive! but like what they always say i can't judge a book by its cover ! so i will try to get along and i havent bought my school uniform! so the end for today

today very sian went to westmall for fun then went home and sleep because no one has yet cheered me up yet only a little while i am still waiting for someone to cheer me up .....

SOMEBODY CHEER ME UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP SAY CHEER UP BECAUSE IT WONT WORK ! WORDS CANT HEAL PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok today went to westmall to watch movie and play arcade so we watch 'the day the earth stood still' well i am disappointed though it wasent what i expected but who cares so arcade sian only there keep quiet only no money play ='( and then after that when i reach home my maid giv me dinner then when i got my dinner ler my brother tell me 3 mins left before taxi come then i was like omg 5.30 only performance start at 7.30! because today my batch have to perform for xmas -.-lll yea so i have to rush through my eating so when we reach there i played with the sec1 students somehow all the sec people know me i guess is because of my brothers-.-lll because my brother very VERY guai in church so got alot of friends -.- so the performance there were 3 platform the small one the middium and the big one i stand on the big one all p6 have to stand on the big one then very scary because behind got no support and behind is piano so we all very scared for down so we sing non-stop for 1hr 30mins then out leg all very pain then in the end only give us 1 lolipop but some of us get 2 ! like me! ok thats all for today .

i think i am sick mentally sick.... been more sad then i already am nobody seem to care anymore neither can i trust anyone anymore..... they are all the same isn't? whats the point? i just hate it when that happens .... now it seems like people really treat me like a wall... a lifelss wall ....

well today blog will also be very short i think today went to west mall to return some library books and see rach they all play -.- just to kill time and yea over there emoing yesterday someone did cheer me up but it din't last for long though.... so now sad again because no one understand anything ...

today's post gonna be a short one i guess i am pretty mad in a rage and totaly lost i don't know who am i angry with i don't know what is going on i don't trust anyone anymore everything seems to be against me ! i can't do anything neither can i think of doing anything now all thats in my mind is blood but not as bad naga that is of course so yea i feel kind of down now .... because i cannot trust my friends anymore.... thats all i will blog for today .

ok back from emoing ok so went to isaac's chalet yea the first day was rather fun and scary because of isaac's parents during the BBQ everything give me eat with a smile on thier face =) then mx,mf and rach last minute say not staying overnight so what options do i have? so i stayed overnight and i was drawing on a piece of paper writeing on some private things and then when we off the light ants were everywhere ! then i keep hitting them with isaac's blanket(pillow) but it just won't die ! so we keep hitting the irritating flying ant till it die then isaac went to sleep and i started sms-ing ppl BOO! message during midnight=) then mf woke me up when she reply in the morning -.- the first day on the chalet the escape theme park there got nothing really to say , then the second day the haunted house got an upgrade!!!! more scarier epiecialy the new claws freaking scary when it touches me i went frozen then mf while passing the monster she drop her slippers then she keep sceaming 'my slipper wheres my slipper! isaac stop! wheres my slipper ! wheres my slipper! ' then the monster take the slipper then put on the floor then mf don't there take so ask me help take but i also don't dare actually scared he touch me again T.T so i used my shoe to drag then mf keep asking if can go out of the hauted house now then after that when to play play and play somemore the pirate ship getting higher sia freaking scary i felt like vomiting after that but this time my head not that pain then the flipper me ,ben and isaac sit together then isaac was talking about rainbow with ben i don't know how can they even see a rainbow when there isn't one?!?!?!? then i was looking at the sky too bad venice not there or else she will love the sky then the girls challenge us boys to go hauted house to see who bravest so when we went in is ben 1st me 2nd isaac 3rd so this time the monster stare at ben then look at me then look at isaac but isaac keep showing the kbkb face so the monster did not look at him for long so we past all the monster ler then at the curtains part ben say switch place with me so now i 1st ben 2nd isaac 3rd then when we reaching the exit there was the blood curtains then ben say he want switch with isaac so when we at the skeleton part ben say 'i think a ghost is folowing us leh because i see a hand move just now' then the 3 other boys sceam lol i can't belive they sceam though well i seen worst -.-lll the first try while we are Q-ing up we heard alot of sceams then the boys ran out the girls stay inside then i was like WT* not guy arh ! but cannot blame them they still small cannot withstand that much scarythings so when we reach the exit i first =) isaac second ben 3rd and the runner ups are all extras =) so yea thats almost all it so i think i will post till here then =)

well i just tried deathclock.com and here the result! who knows if its true anot ? but it jus might happen =)heres the web : http://www.deathclock.com/dw.cfm?Day=6&Month=8&Year=1996&Sex=Male&Mode=Normal&bmi=32&smoker=0 here the one for sadistic : http://www.deathclock.com/dw.cfm?Day=6&Month=8&Year=1996&Sex=Male&Mode=Sadistic&bmi=-25&smoker=0 well the pessimistic and the optimistic wont let you know i will put om my msn as my pm so go find out yourself . meanwhile lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol learnt from arby and chief lololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol

ok today still got a little flu only happens at night i don't know why .... today went to the library and borrow 3 books=)1st [Where WAR lives] 2nd [Why Life Speeds Up As You Get Older] 3rd [READ ON...Historical Fiction] (READ ON series) so i read those book don't know where to start off so i am busy chooseing witch book should i read first so thats all for today.

aw gosh ... i am down with flu and cough... yea today nothing to really talk about only cold,quietness and the sound of dead people.

still sian can't wait to go to issac's chalet and die there. Well i am still very sadistic though................................ lolololololololololololololol i am crazy i guess. got nothing to post today because i din't go out or do anything ... still confuse over somethings though don't really know weather to be happy or sad...

ok back from my friend's house so late sia well i did nothing there actually accept to stare at the computer and play the house was very very quiet and then my freind kept on starring at the computer moniter which i was useing and then i went to stare at his -.-lll yup that's all for today

today went to my friend's house because his father is overseas his sister went for school camp and his mother have to work so i have to go to his house and play with him i think so yea i am at his house now later when i reach home then i will blog the rest.

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my house is so freaking scary now brother went out with his girlfreind and left me alone in the house the maid is sleeping and my mother is overseas and the rest of my brothers are sleeping and i am left alone in my little room useing my computer is so freaking quiet ...... don't know what to do sia THIS IS A QUIET PLACE WHICH I DON'T LIKE! omg is still so quiet lol i am posting alot today don't really know why actually and is so dark outside my room scare to go out sia all my friends are like dead people i guess mx leave liao everyone so quiet ... my room is now white ! looks like heaven in the day looks like scary hallway at night . I am starring at my stuff sia bored! bored! bored! bored! bored! BORED ! SOMEBODY JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO OR SOMETHING I CAN DO !

today very sian everyone very quiet sia like all dead de.... all never talk ler.... all so sian....

Once its a checkmate let there be blood all over the ground as the head slowly slide off.

I am kwanwen
of class 1/6 and i am a assumptionite that does not like the school but like the people of the school

Why do you wait for something that never would come.
One's life is so much better without somebody.
Is a shame that I don't get to know 'Certain' things.
Why?
Any questions ask jack!
The only 'true'love i belive in is the love god give not your kind of love for someone so stop waiting.
The king leads the way.

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